Why is it that I only post about shitty things that happen to me? I guess shitty things are far more interesting than happy things....blarg...

So, this week has sucked. Firstly, I missed a big french assignment because of time mismangagement....now, normally, this isnt too bad, but I got back my LAST assignment and saw that the teacher LOVED it...A+ style....D: I felt like a moron turning in a half-finished assignment.

Then, and this is really one of the big things this week, they had to put my dog down on Wednesday. :/ Thirteen years.....over. It's taking it sweet time sinking in....so I'll probably still tear up for awhile when I have to tell people about it a week from now (if it comes up).

Today, I woke up with extreme nausea and I thought I was going to throw up. It went away in time for me to go to my viola lesson, where it came back again. It continued fluxuating through music theory, mingling with hunger, until finally it just became extreme hunger (It was so bad when I left the house that morning, I couldnt drink water, let alone eat, without wanting to throw up).

After that, things were good.....until, mystically and magically, about 30 minutes ago, I looked at my phone and the screen is all wonky. I did NOTHING. It was just in my pocket as I was standing playing viola. Now I cant see the time, caller ID, what I'm dialing, my bars, the date....nothing.....I mean, yeah, I can open up my phone to see these things, but that's beyond the point. I got this phone in mid-june....actually, this phone is a replacement for yet ANOTHER EnV2 whose numbers stopped working in June.......fuck this. I"m going to verizon tomorrow and telling them to give me a new one. I cant even....fathom why this is happening. It was working, then it wasnt. It didnt fall. I didnt bump into anything.....NOTHING.


I like...hate my life.....GRR. why?!!! WHY?!!!!!!!!! D:

The only good news (actually....it kind of makes me sad too) is that I finished "Code of the Woosters" and I loved it. I'm very sad it's over. I'm very glad that there are like...2 more novels and 10 more short stories in the series.

BUT OTHER THAN THAT: GRR.


oh yeah....PS! I burned my finger while steaming some veggies a week and a half ago....AND IT'S STILL REALLY BAD. It's on my 3 finger on my left hand.....so it gets aggravated when I practice viola for, oh, more than 20 minutes. D: I have it soaking in neosporin now....but ugh....why......PORQUE? POURQUOI?! T^T


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And...AND..(because I feel like just listing my shit now.....arent I cool? *shot*) one of my fish died last night. And my $200 keyboard that is pretty much brand new died the other night. Death. Death. Death. No wonder I"m burying myself in books lately. D: It's the only thing other than viola that doesnt suck!!! And yes, contrary to popular belief, I'm actually quite happy with my viola playing right now. the FUCK. xD I must initiate masochistic-violist mode now!! Blam!

It's all b/c Mr. Becker is so amazing and makes me love my instrument and how I play again. :< Today he said that he loves teaching me b/c he likes how my brain works and I how I solve problems on my own.

I guess the world doesnt suck all that much after all.


Hey, LJ, thanks for listening. <3 I feel much better now.

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